2/29/2024 - Fear is always related to Ego

Fear , for me, is always related to ego . To put it simply, ego represents how I want the world to perceive me. On the other hand, humility is the ability to see myself as I truly am. So, my fear arises when I anticipate that something might challenge the way I want the world to see me. Everything else is merely a concern . For instance: I can be concerned that my work presentation won’t go well. However, I am in fear when I believe that people will think less of me due to it.

10/12/2023 - My Ego is my problem

My Ego is my problem. No exceptions. My Ego is how I want the world to see me. Humility is when I see things for how they truly are. Whenever I have any problems it is related to my Ego. My Ego has expectations. All my Anger is based on an Expectation that isn't met. All my Fear is what I feel when something threatens my Ego. I can hold on to Fear, Anger and Resentments at my own peril, because I can use Fear, Anger and Resentment to Justify any bad action. The only cure is Forgivene

2/3/2023 - Forgiveness

Forgiveness is always surrendering a resentment, accepting a situation for being exactly the way it is... 


1/12/2023 - Lack of Compassion

One thing I am guilty of is lack of compassion. Being self-centered does not allow me to recognize that bad things don't just happen to other people. If my goal in life is to be of service, there are many times I am not being of service to others when I don’t have compassion for them. I justify my behavior because I am scared and fearful. I am scared things wont go my way. I am scared there is something I want that I wont get. I am scared there is something I think I have,

12/12/2022 - Bad Things Dont Just Happen To Other People

When things don't go my way, I feel Anger (because of expectations not met), and I feel like the whole world is against me. I feel like God is against me, and I feel like things are hopeless. However, Humility reminds me that I am actually not special, and what happens to me happens to everyone. When things don't go my way, (this I define as ‘when bad things happen’), I need to dig deeper into Humility to realize that bad things happen to everyone. My purpose in life is to be of




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